Too defensive

I don’t know how she will take it if Regina found out that this blog is about her. I haven’t told her yet, I had an attempt of doing so but I feel it wasn’t the right time. This whole blog thing somehow gave me that bothered feeling. I felt that I have invaded her privacy by saying things about her but come to think of it I haven’t totally exposed her yet her true identity remained anonymous and I always remind myself to be very careful in the stories I posted over here. This isn’t a careless talk to put her on the spot but really I am inspired to write about everything, which concerns life, womanhood, and motherhood, between friends and between mothers. Regina is the tool for me to express my thoughts on the said subjects, to learn things and in the lifetime I may use them as guided thoughts to live by. :-)

Thursday - For the first time Regina experienced how Manila was easily flooded when it rained heavily last Thursday, she just saw it from the outside. The children outside were happily enjoying the rain as they splash on the flood thinking it was a swimming pool. They didn’t mind how dirty the water was as long as their having fun. She stares for a while and I did too. It’s not a usual scene for in the place where she came from it’s different. I told her that she’d be seeing more of that come this rainy season. :-)

Friday - By Friday around mid afternoon Regina and I had a videoke marathon, she had fun singing remembering those songs that means to her. Even if we sang out of tune, we don’t care. We sang and sang till we stopped at around 8 in the evening to take our dinner. On the other hand Regina approached me and told me that her tummy starts to shape like that of a pregnant woman. I looked at her tummy and I was allowed to touch it. It’s not on its perfect shape but we knew it’s getting the